I am a type 1 diabetic and I do not want that to define who I am. But nevertheless, sometimes it does. When my body has a bad day so to speak, I can't work. I can't write on any of my books, I can't write on here and it makes me really sad. It is hard to deal with this disease and it makes my body hurts in a way that is unnatural for the body to hurt. Then it goes and affect my work and that just makes me so irritated. To try and work with a bloodsugar that is high or low is like walking in to a wall and expect to somehow end up on the other sided of that wall. In other words, it is not happening.
I love to write, is is what makes me feel like the absolut most me I can be. I love the feeling of words, the meaning it can give, the feeling it makes. And not being able to do that, hurts my soul a little.
Anyhow, when I don't post for a long period of time, it is because my body decides that it wll screw me over and I just kinda have to wait it out.
I hope you all have a wonderful weekend with love, family and good health.
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